I've been writing
this update for about a week and it struck me that instead of
writing events in my life, that it would be better to use the
format of writing a letter to God. Here goes.
Thank you for the privilege
of talking to you as Daddy; because that's who you are. You understand
me like no other. I never want to presume on your holiness, but
right now I just want to talk to you-child to Daddy.
Sometimes I've felt
like you flat out abandoned me what with all the pain and discomfort
I seem to constantly face. Sometimes I wonder if you hear my cries
and do you see my tears. Sometimes I wish you'd go on and call
Then I wake up the
next morning and realize you've spared me here for a purpose and
that you are true to your word, "I will never leave you nor
forsake you. Trust Me. I see the entire tapestry, my child, you
only see a thread of the rug. I'm using every situation that your
faith in me will be increased. I've brought you this far, I'll
carry you all the rest of the way".
I thank you Lord for
having this little talk with you. I feel better now. Really when
I look at it, I have everything I need and some of the things
I want. All is well no matter what I see or hear from the doctor,
all is well.
I love you