Posted by Cynthia on February 22, 2002 at 21:25:42:
I just wanted to say that God is so awesome and wonderful. I like to visit this site. If anyone has lost their parents, then they can understand when I say that the process of coming to terms with their absence is a difficult one to say the least. I am so honored to have a mother and father that raised me like Proverbs says, "Raise a child in the way he should go, and when he is old-he will not depart from it" It is so true, it is so real - it is so awesome.
I am in awe at this site. I am in awe and I built it. I am in awe because before my very eyes, God gets the glory in the fresh disquise of his faithful servant. I am in awe of my mother Danniebelle Hall. I am in awe of her sacrifice, her bravery, her life. I have learned so much about my mother in the months after her death than I thought I knew while she was living. I am in total awe. I just finished reading the Letters in the archives section-and her strenth
and determination amaze me. Her never ending LOVE amazes me. I appreciate my levels of mourning. Anyone that has lost a parent can tell you-You dont loose them at all. All of those words of love and chastizement (excuse my typo's as I am not working with a spell checker) but all those words of encouragement, love, guidance--theyre all right there. still there for the growing and the feeding and the mothering. Oh how i wish i could just pick up the phone.
I miss her velvety voice. BUT--I can listen to a CD. I can sing a melody. I can humm.
Please excuse my ramblings. I am just sharing with a few friends is all. But I just wanted to say that God is so awesome. He is so great.
Thanks for listening to me ramble. :-)
Cynthia. -- webdaughter...